[edit]Papalit na po ng aking link, http://iamemo.asteeg.net na po. SALAMAT. Salamat kay Louie sa pagho-host. =D

Hello mga feefowwlll! =D Ammm, a lot of things have had happened since Saturday. Let’s start with Saturday. =D

Kelangan ba english? Hehehe. Gusto ko tagalog. =D

Pumunta kami ng Rizal Colliseum kasi may laban sila Ryan dun sa taekwando. We talked of meeting in school but then they went to Simplicity while waiting for me. Haha, pa-special e noh! Nde, kasi they don’t know how to go there and my dad knows how to so kami ang guide. Sinundo muna namin sila sa Simplicity Mini Stop near our school then went to Philam kasi andun pa mom and dad ko. Kuya ko nag-drive. Natawa naman kuya ko kasi dalawang sasakyan ang sumusunod samin, parang field trip daw. Tapos ayun, it was raining hard then pero umokay rin naman. Nakarating kami sa pupuntahan namin. Pero mahaba haba at matagal rin kaming nakapasok dahil hinanap pa namin ang “green” na gate. Tskkk. Pero masaya, sobra. =D Linilipad pa nga yung payong ko sa sobrang lakas ng hangin. Hehe. Nagbayad kami ng 50 pesos para makapasok sa loob e since buo ang pera namin, libre libre na lang. Nakapasok kami tas nakita namin sila Sir Chris [taekwando teacher namin]. Eh wala kaming mahanap na upuan, so matagal tagal rin yun bago kami nagkaron ng upuan. Tas walang matinong daanan papunta dun sa seat na yun kasi sa 2nd row yun. Nauna muna si Rene[bro ni Ryan] tapos tinulungan nya kami umakyat dun isa-isa. Gentleman talaga yung magkapatid na yown. =D Tas ayown, nanood kami ng DEMO TEAM. GALENGGG!! Sobraaa. We waited only knowing na Sunday pa pala yung laban nila. Nung time na lang rin na yun nalaman nila na Sunday pa ang laban nila. =p Edi umalis na kami after nun. Kahapon lang[Monday], nalaman ko, andun si JAPOY LIZARDO! Anak ng tipaklong talaga! Andun na nga ako, di ko pa nakita! Tsk, sayang nagpapicture sana kami noh! Haha. Next time talaga pag may laban sila ulet! =D

Then we went to Convergys Commonwealth. Sumakay kami sa sasakyan nila Myca since wala na sila Mommy[I thought they already went home but knowing that they're still at Harrison Plaza during those time.] Nagkasya kaming 8 dun. Pero tama lang naman.. si Myca, AM, Nancy, Tracy, Ryan, Mark, Sedd at ako. Masaya. =D Nung andun kami sa Pancake House, edi syempre umorder kami tas nag-antay. Then we all held hands and prayed. I really felt proud and cool while doing that. Then ate AM said, “Sana ganito tayo pag college noh?” I didn’t hear her say that. Myca just said it to me later that night when she dropped me off our house. Usap usap about things. I’m really really glad that I have them as my friends. I really am thankful that I met them. =D

Then we went to Don Antonio at the Big Tent kasi may bazaar sila AM dun. Asteeg nga e kasi ang kukyut ng mga pinapabili dun. Mga bohemian, earrings, bags, brooches, skirts, boleros and other stuff na trip ko. Hehe. Bumili nga ako ng hawaianas[according to Tracy. Kasi magkaiba daw yung havaianas at hawaianas. Haha. =p Tas yung binili ko raw is Hawaianas. =p] chaka color orange na cute na bolero. Di ko pa nga nababayaran e, aalalahanin ko bukas. Dapat maalala ko bukas. Tas syempre, may mga trip kami nung times na yun. Ikot ikot kami. Sayang nga lang I didn’t get the chance to get back there nung Sunday. Binigyan pa naman kami ng pass ng kapatid ni AM. Tas may bazaar naman sila ngayong Saturday sa may Ateneo. We also bought umm, 5 pairs of earrings ata yun for Ms. Adah, our beloved first year adviser, kasi birthday nya nung Monday. So ayun. =D Umuwi kami around 7 ata. Nagpahatid ako kay Myca sa bahay namin sa commonwealth kasi walang magsusundo sakin dun sa Don Antonio. Tas ayun, nag-aantay kuya Ian ko sa labas ng bahay kasi may tugtog rin sila nun sa Blue Wave. =D

Nung nasa Blue Wave kami, dumeretso ako sa salon. Kasi andun si mommeh at daddy. Pinaayos ni mommeh ang aking eyebrows kaya ngayon, di na sya kalat kalat. Haha. =p nanibago nga daw sila Nancy nung nakita nila nung Monday nung flag ceremony. But then of course, there are a lot of other people who did not notice it. Nyahah. =p Minake-upan pa ko nung bakla dun sa salon. Pinagtripan ang muka ko. Hahaha. =p Tas inasar ako ng kuya Raymond ko nung nakita nya ko. Para daw akong bakla. Tssss. Timangerss. Hehehe.

It really was a long tiring but fun day. =D

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Yesterday[Monday], we had a Career talk. 3rd year and 4th years. We were introduced do different colleges and universities. The courses which involves taking exams for licensure. There were 44 courses I think. The “specialties” or the courses in which those colleges or universities excel in. Center of Excellence ika nga. Then the courses na Center of Development sa univ. or college na yun. There are 4 factors na icoconsider namin to which schools we would like to take exams in. 1) Accreditation 2) Kung matataas ba ang nakukuha ng mga students dun pag nagtake sila ng exam for license chuva 3) Center for Excellence / Center for Development and 4) .. i forgot. Nyahaha. Ang 2 universities na level 4 ang accreditation ay Ateneo and La Salle. Huwaaww. =D Nakaka-excite ang college pero ayoko pang iwan ang highschool. =( Bibili ako nung magazine na The School Guide 150 pesos lang dun sa school. Hehe. =)

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May isang bagay akong narealize. Nung sabado lang. Sino ba ang hindi magkakagusto sa taong ganto? Gentleman(sobra), matalino, mabait, makulit, nakakatawa. Basta ayowwnn. Haha. Wateburrr.

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Masaya ako ngayon. Haha. Pero syempre emo pa rin ako. =p WAHAHA.

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Add nyo tong acct. na to sa friendster: tsitmeyt@pototot.com and hatcheeks@kuul.com

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Ah nga pala, maraming salamat kay Louie for inviting me na ihost ako. Yeheee! http://iamemo.asteeg.net .. sobrang ASTEEG dba? Hahaha. =p Pero aayusin ko pa. =)

Ang hindi maganda, pangit.
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Sana matapos na ang bukas. Because tomorrow I have a report in History about Dark Middle Ages and German Barbarian Invasions. I hope it goes well. We will also pass our project in English which is the book report. I made a book report about Tuesdays with Morrie. I REALLY REALLY hope that I will finish this book report and my history report. It’s really important. These past days had been driving me nuts. I mean, I don’t know what to do first. At least our Math Summative Test is already finished — just this afternoon.

Chemistry. =( We had a quiz yesterday and sadly, most of us failed. Including me! I was like, “How come?” I followed the trends .. the Atomic Radius which is from top to bottom is increasing and left to right is decreasing and etc. I got 8 over 20! =( I’m really low in Chemistry and I want my grades to be higher so I promised myself to study harder this quarter but.. Chemistry isn’t cooperating with me. =( But o well, maybe I need to exert much much more effort than this efforts I have been exerting.

Okay, so I am nearly finished with my book report. The only thing I need to do is the summary. O goshhh, I hope I finish this by 7. Really! I need to do my history report!
Just wish me luck.. =)

I hope I don’t give up. No I won’t give up yet. I have a lot to do. Things I need to do and things I want to do. And I hope I won’t get tired of studying. I’m beginning to become lazy these days. I don’t want that to happen.
I’ll lift my head and try not to be scared of the things that could go wrong along the way.

I know I’ll get by with a smile. I can’t win at everything but I can try.No one ever said that there’s an easy way. You can never be to happy in this life. I’ll get by with a little prayer and a song.

I don’t know what to do
My mind is in confusion
My heart’s wounded
All I do is pick a piece of paper and write.

Write my sadness.
People might think I’m happy
But deep inside me
Is a soul that’s wanting to escape these feelings

It feels like shit.
I am not happy.
I want to cry.

When tears fall,
This would make my poem fade away
Never be read as the ink scatters.

I want to know what can fill up this emptiness I feel inside.

Is it really like this? Is it really normal for a teenager like me to be confused about herself? It’s like so many questions are running in my mind. I know I don’t have to bother about how other people think about me. But I can’t help to think of it. What kind of friend am I? What kind of blogger am I? What do my readers think of my posts? What my friends think of me.. What’s with him/her that people just love/like him/her? Just some questions about myself. I’m proud of myself.. being me. But there are times that I can’t help to be insecure or confused. I may not admit it with myself but yeah, I now admit it. I know it’s wrong but … you know. So I try not to think about it a lot and just move with my own ways. Just me.

..I find it weird sometimes when I laugh with my friends, I’m having fun then suddenly I feel like I want to be alone or just be quiet for a while. Then I’ll go emo. Ayy nakow. Sometimes I prefer to be alone ’cause in that way, I think I think of things — in my life, my surroundings, whatevers — closely. And sometimes, I would feel like crying.. I would feel this pain in my heart that I don’t know where it comes from or what thing that would make my heart feel this pain. As what I have said in my previous previous post… Even if I have things that I will be thankful enough to Jesus, even if I am lucky enough to have this kind of life in times like these[what's happening with our country and outside.. crisis and other stuff], I have great people around me, I have my friends who I know will always be there for me.. that are great., I still feel empty. I don’t know why but I still have this emptiness in me that I want to find what would make it complete.

What should I do?…..

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JOKE TIME: [haha] It’s like Hope’s trademark. Haha. We laugh even at the corniest jokes but well, it’s fun. =P I’ll share some…

Anong tagalog ng aspect?

… Yun yung pinatutusok sa ice. =p
NYAHAHA. Gets???

Eto pa:

Anong sinabi ng panda sa photographer?

… Wag po black and white ha.
Gets? :p

More jokes next time. I forgot the others. The aspect joke was just asked kanina sa classroom. And the Panda Joke was asked during one of my classmates’ play. Commercial daw. Haha. =p

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Tagal akong di nakapagpost.. Dapat nung Monday pa e kaya lang madaming ginagawa. =) Malapit nang matapos ang sunod na layout. BEWARE: Many pictures ahead. [lol]

Nung Monday, we had our card day.. I was ranked 10.5 Tsk.. pero ayus lang rin. I’ll do better this 2nd qtr. Sana nga.=p Hehehe.

C.A — Filipino – 87
C.A. — English – 86
Science & Tech – 83
Mathematics – 86
Makabayan- 91
*Araling Panlipunan – 93
T.L.E. – 90
*Basic Acctg./Entre. – 92
*Computer – 87
M.A.P.E.H. – 89
*Music – 95
*Art – 86
*P.E. – 86
*Health – 89
Values Ed – 91
Deportment – B

Average – 87.65

Sheeett. Mababa ako sa CHEM. Tssss. Yun ang pinakamababa ko. Tas, what’s with computer? 87? Ni hindi ko nga alam ano ang nakuha kong mga grades sa mga Hands on namin.. nagq-quiz sya hindi naman dinidiscuss samin. Ewaannn. =p Pero masaya, may line of 9 ako. Nyahehehe. =D

Last Friday.. Sept. 2, was our First Friday Mass. After the mass, ayuuun, nakita ko ang mga classmates ko and former classmates sa may Grace park with our History teacher and former Adviser[I-Prudence], Ms. Nicolas. Our ever so beautiful and fashionista teacher. =D Hehehe. PRUDENCE REUNION. Nagpicture-picturan kami. Hehe.

PRUDENCE FAMILY 2003-2004 [Di lang kumpleto]

Sedd, Ms. Nicolas, Ryan, Nelson Kevin

Bottom: Jhem, Myca, Ms. Nicolas, Tracy, Nancy
TOP: Rodwell, Nelson Kevin, Sedd.

BOTTOM: [l-r] Tiffany, Myca, Ms. Nicolas, Tracy, AM
TOP: Jhem, Me, Francel, Nancy

G: Tiffany, Jhem, Myca, Ms. Nicolas, Tracy, AM, Francel, Nancy, Me
B: Rodwell, Nelson Kevin, Sedd, Ryan, Mark

WE’RE BITTER. except for Tracy[=p]
BTM: Tiffany, Myca, Ms., Tracy, AM
TOP: Jhem, Me, Francel, Nancy

Ms. Adah, Rodwell, Sedd, Billy Kim, Ryan, Mark .. Yung nakaposing sa likod si Nelson Kev. =p Hehe.

Timang si Billy. Tsk tsk. Baddd. Hehe.

Ang cute ng mga girls. Haha. =p

TOP: [l-r] Sedd, Ryan, Rodwell, Mark, Francel, Me, Tracy, Jhem, Nelson Kev.
MIDDLE: Eri, Myca, AM, Nancy, Tiffany
BTM: Keesha, Ms. Adah, Mima
Naks dba. Hehehe. =p Etong susunod naman.. pictures during our cheering practices. Just a few. =)

AJ and Me.

Jhem, AJ.

AJ. yeeesss. =D

The day before cheering competition. After practice, smile pa rin kahit pagod na. Haha. After ng practice, naging hyper ako[haha].

Clubhouse ng .. North Susan ba to? Oo noh? Hehe. Practice kami jan kasi di na pwede sa school.

Nancy and Myca.

OPENING OF SPORTSFEST.

AJ and Me. Nakapila for parade. Hehe.

AJ and Francel.

Before cheering.

After cheering

Costume top. =D

Ayus ba? Lah lang. Nxt time na yung ibang pictures. Uhmm.. yung Loveteam naman na parang mga artista sa dami nang nagpipicture sa kanila nung time na yun. Pero, next time na lang. Madami nang pictures e. Hehe. =D Sigee. Puro pics tong post na to. May ikkwento dapat ako e.. nakalimutan ko lang kung ano. AHH!!! Ayoowwnnn.

Nung Thursday, the boys had a game in Basketball. Hope vs. Humility. And.. yeeaaah, we WON! =D Hehehe. Asteeg nga e kasi todo support. Haha. Gumawa pa kami ng mga banners. Yung banners parang color ganto. Haha, ang cute. Tas yung Humility gumawa rin sila color red naman. Pero syempre, kakaiba yung amin kasi may nakalagay dun sa isang malaking cartolina: GLORIA RESIGN! Tas may picture nya na dinrawing ng classmate ko. Timanggg. Tas nung mga 3rd qtr. na ata nun, e nakaupo kami sa bleachers, tas may lumipad na cartolina.. and it says.. WE Y FPJ!!! .. Tatlo kami ni Jhem at AM na sabay nakakita nun tas nagtawanan kaming tatlo. Timang talaga. Haha. Hyper. Astigin. =D Ay, natalo nga pala kami sa game namin ng volleyball. Hope vs. Honesty. Pano kasi kulang nga players namin.. yung available nalang yung pinasok. Hehehe. Kulang lang rin sa practice. Ang magaling sa min si AJ e. Tas ayun, linaro lang nila. For fun. =p Sana may game na ng basketball sa girls at volleyball sa boys. Haha, sobrang fun panoorin yun kasi nakakatawa! =p

JOKE TIME.. mga ka-cornyhan ng mga taga-Hope. Pero kami naman, tumatawa kahit corny. Haha. =p One time, magbibigay ako ng example nung “JOKE TIME” jokes. Haha. =p

O zigeee, aun muna. =D Salamat sa nagcomment. 14 pure heartsss. Yebahh. =p